Best night ever

Let me start by saying I'm so happy we took the risk and went to schiedam.

It was totally worth it, I wouldn't wanna change a thing about this night

Every minute every seconds just awesome to the max.

Shall I start at the beginning as usual?

We went to the venue early so we could get our tickets and chill out a bit.

We got our tickets and went in to the theatre.

This time the theatre was build way better and we actually had fine seats.

The show started and after the first number the guys started pranking each other during their numbers.

It was so funny MK and I laughed our asses off.

I will make a list of all the pranks and put it in here.

So the rude boy number came and Matt walked in the audience all of a sudden he's standing next to me and I thought omg he's gonna pick me. Then he laughed and said no with his finger. I thought damn it you cheeky little bastard. A bit further in the show is the old time rock and roll song. During this one Dylan came up and danced with me.(might I add he wasn't such a gentlemen this time, like I mind:p). Further during the show nothing really happend with me or MK. 

So here is the list of pranks I can remember.

- flying like birds in their black coats

- the boys having stuff written on their 

- kris having really tiny pink undies

- bc eating pizaa during the show
- billy having a really small gun during men in black
- matt had a life crab in his bathtub(billy put it there)
- they threw towels at each other during bad girl
- matt went and sit in the audience for a while
- they had a crew member dress up as a woman and be the middle girl during the vampire act
- kris took a guy on stage during turn the page and when kevin came out, kris fell out off the coulisse laughing
- they put bricks in cody's suitcase and duck taped it
- they put beer in noah's sport bottle instead of water
- during get your freak on they threw light sticks at kevin
- they changed billy's voice to a high squeaky one during chipshot
- their crew came out and did y.m.c.a.
- during in the navy the two older crew guys came up with vacuums
- when matt was supossed to catch the football billy came out half naked and they wrestled for it
- dylan ripped of a normal shirt and threw it in the audience
- dean punched billy in the gut

and i think a lot of other crap happend but i can't remember it. so most of the show MK and i were laughing our asses of. I can honestly say it was of the best show i saw and i saw 9 so i think i can be a good judge. After the show it was official picture time. First we took our pic with matt, josh, vanya and yes this time also kevin. if you see the pic you might think asking kevin to join us wasn't a really good idea. But my moto is YOLO so i love this pic because i almost never laugh in pictures and kevin always finds a sneaky little way to make me laugh. if you can't she it in the pic i'm so not gonna tell you :D

then it was crazy picture time and damn this one exceeds all the others

i wish i could explain what happend but i don't have a f*cing clue what the hell happend

and for the first time this year we were ready in time to take a pic with the other three lovely boys.

look at the result

btw i do't know if i should say this but mister fifty shades his hands were gliding up my legs right before this pic was taken so thank god for my amazing pokerface. 

oke peeps so i just realized how long this blogs has gotten already and i made a desicion im gonna post another blog about saying goodbye to the guys and will post rest of al the pics

fiy i will wright it soon so it will be up tomorrow i think

lots of love

xoxo

D. 

always look on the bright side

let me start by saying i'm sorry i was kinda depressed last night and i couldn't see the good things that happened

good things did happen and i do wanna share them so here they come with the pictures to match

let's start at the beginning.

during the show the guys came in the audience as usual. 

but because we didn't have great seats they couldn't get to us. 

so i decided what the heck i'm gonna stand up and wave at josh(i already left my shame in castricum).

he saw me waving like i was on fire and MK who was standing next to me and a big smile appeared on his face.

after that MK and i thought screw the rest we will stand in the middle of the isle and dance like there is no tomorrow and like we know no shame.

that made the show so much more awesome, we danced, we laughed, we screamed even cried at some point.

i can honestly say it was one of the best shows if not the best.

of course we went and got our picture taken with guys.

it was my turn so i walked up to kevin i couldn't walk very good because of my brand new heels

so i told kevin that and like omg he said why don't you take them of and take of the rest as well and smirked

it made me blush

and i had to pull out my amazing pokerface for the picture

still blushing and a bit stunned i walk towards matt and josh

josh yells at me "daph get in here"

i realize now that the guy almost always yells at me it's gettin funnier everytime

josh hugged me after the picture and i went on to the picture with billy j and wally  

mister jeffrey put his hands on my waist and i was wearing a dress with cut outs on the sides so his gorgeous big, soft strong hands were touching my skin(and you know what touching does to me)

i can't rap my head around his hands being so soft and strong at the same time

and then there was kristopher davis 

i don't even know what the crazy bastard did but the picture is pretty damn weird

i suspect he was trying to make devil horns because he said earlier that he think am a badgirl 

(i did set the record straight on that topic but i don't think he believed me)

btw he hands were literately all over my ass and neck

enough said about the picture i will no longer keep you waiting

after the official picture part was over we went and waited in the lobby

and i talked to matt and i finally felt like i got to see the matt i met a year again and it was so nice

he truly is a good person and i adore him.

I felt so bad for him because he was really home sick and i god damn know that crappy feeling.

And i don't know how but he felt that i was in need of a hug and i knew he could use one too.

I don't wanna sound dumb or stupid or gay but that hug was probably the best hug i have ever gotten because it was timed so perfectly with out even having to say anything

so MATT YOU ARE A REAL AND GENUINE PERSON AND YOU'RE AMAZEBALLS! <3

FIY i know some of this stuff i already shared but it wasn't in the context it deserved

after matty josh came out and we had so much dumb fun about stupid crazy shit

it laughed my ass off

i think these pics speak for them selves but if they don't i'm not gonna give you any explanation

i saw cody and i told my self daphne don't be wimp and just walk up to him and ask if josh gave him his cupcake even if he hates you, you need to now if josh kept his word  

so i grabbed to bull by it's horns and walked up to him.

i say ""hi"(whoop whoop i said something without him hitting me)

and i go on "did josh gave you my cupcake?" and before cody could answer josh was there and he almost sounded offended "of course i gave him his cupcake" i thought oke josh relax

so i went on to talk to cody and asked what he thought of my cupcake he said "it was really good thank you for that"  and all of a sudden his face turned from the "i hate you look" to the "i kinda really like you look" and it caught me of guard i almost didn't know how to speak proper english. 

but i managed to talk and i thought an apology was the right thing to say. i said "i'm so sorry we made you wait on monday, and kinda kicked you out of the room" he was like "i don't even remember, it all kinda blurs together sometimes" and he smiled at me and for the first time his smile made my knees feel like jelly  

ow crap that's not a good thing

here is the picture we took together 

after cody i needed to make sure bc was still kinda keeping our dirty little secret so i talked to him

i loved hearing him say he was in love with my cupcakes and he also said  me and my cupcakes are a bad influence on the boys because they have way to much sugar in them. 

can you imagine little miss goody two shoes being a bad influence hahahah

we went on and took a picture together and damn he smelled good i was like fuck that really smells good

so not having any shame anymore i just said "you smell amazing what perfume are you wearing?" and funniest thing he wears hugo boss same as billy that perfume is just divine for man i decided then and there if i ever get a man my first gift will be that perfume.

i think this concludes all of the fun stuff we did(keeping some parts private as always)

and reading this back i realize be didn't have a crappy night

it was pretty damn amazing we just couldn't see it until i wrote it just now

i will speak to you guys so

xoxo

D.

what was supposed to be a great night

sometimes you have expectations and plans
usually i make sure everything goes the way i want
and everything goes according to plan
not this time
this time the big man upstairs messed it all up
everything was fine on Monday
we went to see them in castricum we had a few little hick-ups on the road but me made it there
and we had a nice cup of coffee(tea for me i don't drink coffee)
MK and i concluded that cody really hated us and it was all fine
then Thursday came and bad news came
í thought i could be strong and not let it ruin my night
i thought wrong, pretending to be strong just made the night worse
the show was nice and fun a always but they couldn't get to us in the audience because we had crappy seats
and the pictures where fun but not as exciting a usual i think they could feel i wasn't feeling good
after the show we waited for them in the lobby and we took some funny pic's
i'll post them later
i want to make a special shout out to matt he was so sweet to me and i think he felt i could use a hug
so thanks matt that hug really helped!<3
i found out cody doesn't hate me and he really liked my cupcake the last time(tnx josh for giving him his)
BC said my cupcakes are amazing but they're bad for them.
i promised him i would make a batch for schiedam because it's the end of the tour

we talked to the rest a little and then they kicked us out the theater so we went to the after party

Fiy i i'm a little pist off that i didn't get to see Kris after the show the basterd
which completely sucked because only vanya and BC showed up:(
then we just went back to our hotel and i thought what the heck why don't i just wright my blog right now
so here i am typing my blog hoping i would be doing something else
instead i'm feeling fucking sad and all i wanna do is go home and crawl in my bed and cry
i now that's not an option now
and i also Tuesday will make up for a lot but still i can't help but miss them already
they're sort of my forgetting potion and it feels like it didn't work this time
got damn it
i'm sorry if it is a bit depressing but that;s just how i feel right now
and life isn't always about sunshine and butterfly's 

xoxo

D.

feelings suck (sometimes)

i just need to type out my thoughts
how can i have fun when i miss someone?
i always feel guilty for being happy
like i don't deserve to be or like it's wrong to be.
i don't know how to change this feeling
people keep saying i don't have to feel like this
but they don't understand it's not a choice and i can't let the feeling go
everyday i wish i could
recently i decided i just had to life with it
that i would never go away
and i thought it helped
i even felt better for a little while
but now the feeling is back
and the moment i think the feeling is a wrong one
i feel worse like i just killed someone
i know no one has an answer
and i sort off made peace with that
but it still sucks
i wish that feeling was i switch i could turn off sometimes
because those got damn feelings just ruined my night
which was supposed to be one of the best nights of my life
so fuck feelings for now!

xoxo
D.

oops we did it again

Hey peeps,
I feel like i'm doing this a lot lately and you might even think it get's old and boring but it sure as heel doesn't i might even say it get's better every time. if this is the first time read my blog you have no idea what i'm talking about. Then i would advice you to scroll down my blog and read the other post first(A). So let's get to the point. The point being describing every second of the night in perfect detail.
MK and i were putting our coats away and a door a cross the foyer opened. Look who was standing there Mister Kris Davis in the flesh. He looked up right in to my eyes. I blushed, out of shock i turned around and had a little panic attack MK asked "what's up with you"? I said "i just saw kris and he looked right into my eyes"! She laughed. We grabbed our stuff and in to the theatre ready to party. Ow and what a party the first part of the show was. During the smooth criminal number the boys came into the audience and vanya came up to me. He stared dancing with me. At one point there was no space left between us. All i could think was i feel you dick. Don't get me wrong i didn't mind but  it was just what i thought. He kissed me and went back to the stage. Then the lovely josh came to find MK and he gave us a big hug and a kiss. MK was over the moon. He went to the other side and Mister Kevin Cornell game up to dance a little with me. He started hugging and kissing me it was really sweet. The number was almost over so they had to get back. Then all of a sudden i felt someone's hand across my back and up to my shoulder. He ran past me it was kris. Just letting me know he didn't forget me. That just gave me a big smile. FIY this all happened during one song. All those other women must have given me dirty looks. All i can say "it not my fault they like me" :$. The rest of the show was amazing as always i might even say it was better. The dancing was tight and it was like the boys where showing off a little. Like we mind. #NOT.(i almost forget MK was pretty pist-off at josh because he was supposed to get me out of the audience and on stage but he couldn't). After the show came the traditional official photo.
The first one was with josh, matt and vanya. This is our typical cute picture.(josh was whispering "things"in MKs ear before the picture)

The next one is always unpredictable, crazy and a little dirty. This time it was no different.

I would say the pic speaks for its self and it kinda does but i like to tell what was said.
Kris started with a little small talk. He said he loved my outfit(always nice to hear). Then his hands touched my body(you would think this would become boring, but it's actually the opposite it get's better) Billy grabbed my hips and pulled me close to him. Kris put his hand on my breast and let his fingers play with my jacket. You can read what i felt of my face and see the excitement in my eyes.

(btw dylan was just standing there and dean was like "oke"qq). When i walked away kris squeezed my bum which made me giggle. MK and i heard him say "these girls are adorable" to dean. We got our photo's and went to the foyer. That's when the waiting began. It felt like we waited for hours. It was probably 20 min. We have no patience at all(a) Meanwhile we talked to a group of girls. they seemed nice.
They finally came out and i couldn't wait to give them my cupcakes(yes i baked them mostly because i forgot half of the boys the last time) i should be ashamed of myself, crawling in a corner to be embarrassed. This time i wanted to make sure everyone got a cupcake. starting with billy, i was ready to give him one and he just walked away so i made "OOH NO HE DIDN'T" sound and he turned back around. Later i realized i was kinda bitchy so SORRY BILLY i didn't mean to be bitchy. During my convo with billy the group of girls we talked to early made some dumb comment that we didn't know the guys at all. Stupid jealous bitches get a life. Dylan was next and he was as always a perfect gentlemen. Then came the always nice josh and when i gave him the cupcake he was like "YEAH! thanks, now get over here Daphne"  He almost hugged me to death.

After that the manger of the theatre kicked us out and we went to the bar next door. Matt came in and i gave him a cupcake. His reaction was "are you trying to get met fat?, hahaha just kidding, i really needed this thank you". we talked for a little.

MK and i a got glass of wine and sat down. Josh joined us and we had a pretty funny convo. I asked him how he got a pic of my legs and why the hell he thought they were MK's. He laughed and said through MK's instagram. He did complement me on that they were nice legs. MK showed him the trick with the bands he was impressed. I gave him a little lesson in European geography (were Luxembourg is). We talked a little more mostly about how they like us because we're normal and talk about normal stuff not only about how hot they are. Then he got up and went to look for something. I saw Noah sitting and dangled his cupcake in the air. I saw his eyes light up like a kid on Christmas day. He was quite happy with his cupcake.he askes what the black stuff on top was i said "fondant it's a type of sugar paste). In the corner of my eye i saw BC walk in. I walked up to him and said "I baked cupcakes for you guys". He looked at me with a stunned face. And said "that's so sweet, aaawhh thank you so much, it's so cute, your so sweet" he was so nice it made me blush. he was like "let's take a picture" so we did

He hugged and kissed me and then went to eat.
Josh came back to talk for a little while and when he got up an walked away i saw kris standing outside. So i got up and went outside after josh. MK told me later that the group of dumb girls said they thought i was going with josh to do who knows what. i hate stupid ignorant people. I got outside to meet kris. We talked a little he kept saying he loved my outfit. I gave him his cupcake and he was really happy with it. So i was happy to. We went inside together and he needed to talk to the fans. I went and sat down because i had to wait for MK. (she took of with josh) While i sat there kris came up to me and kissed me.(this was all i needed to make it through the waiting) Then all of a sudden i got a text from my mom that she was already waiting for us. "DAMN IT" i thought MK isn't back yet. So i started to walk to the station hoping my mom wouldn't see me yet. I saw her driving away so i panicked i called her and she was like "hey yeah i just saw MK and Josh they said they sort off lost you because you were talking to kris and when they came back you weren't there". I was like WTF my mom caught them but thank god they made up a good cover story(because we all know what really happend) . All i could do was just go with it and my mom came back to pick me up and i called MK where she was. During the call she walked towards us and i heard kris scream in the back "where is Daphne?" sad thing is he didn't get to hear where i was. MK got in the car and we drove away. You might think is is the end but not quite. When we drove away we drove by their bus. And my mom said "do want to get out and give the rest there cupcakes?" I didn't hesitate, got out of the car and ran to the bus on my heels. Josh and Kevin were standing in front of the bus. I gave Kevin his cupcake and he just started hugging and kissing me. Josh said he just destroyed his and he loved it. I saw Allie standing at the front so i walked up to here and said "i baked cupcakes" and gave her one. She was like "that's so sweet"she looked at the cupcake and said "you even put the bow tie on it that's so cool" she gave me a hug and i walked back to josh and kevin. I asked them "i have 2 cupcakes left for vanya and dylan can you make sure they get them?" they answered sure. then i realized i already gave dylan one and i meant to say cody so i said "sorry i mean cody i already gave dylan one" then kevin was like "wait here a minute" (i thought what the hell is he going to do) he went in to the bus and after a minute he was back with a card and said "here you go it has all the names on it so you would forget them again" i thought that is so sweet i hugged him and said "thank you so much"

then i hugged josh and said my goodbyes. after this i have to admit Kevin your are really sweet and lovely<3. i went back to the car and we drove home.
It was ones again an amazing night and it keeps gettin better. who knows what will happen the next time.
I hope too talk to you guys soon

lots of love
xoxo

DD.

Little fashion update

Heyhey,

So first things first my big sis is finally back from miami. Whoop whoop :D. My parents and I went to pick her up from Amsterdam airport. And because she is amazing she brought back some awesome stuff for me. 

A Victoria's Secret shopper 

New M.A.C. Make-up

Studio fix NC25 and Matte lipstick viva la glam

And a tip of the iceberg a gryffindor cup

All I could say was thank you they're all amazeballs!!! 

Now what is going on in my life. I've been sick for 3 weeks and it will not go away so I have to go to the docter and I have to go back to the clinic for my wrist because that's been hurting like crazy. I hope everything goes well so wish me luck. Besides that, I've had my first exam week at my new school. It was different. And I had to study a lot(studying is never fun). But I survived. YEAHHH! On Monday we went to the Netherlands it's biggest museum The Rijksmuseum. I took some pictures. 

Me in the library 

With my project group

The library 

I took more but I will post them to Facebook. Let's talk about a few of my new addictions. First one directions new single is to die for. It's so good and emotional I can't stop listening to it. Also I love birdy her new album it feels real. Then on to the tv series, I'm officially on team arrow damn that's a good show. It has a good storyline and it keeps surprising me.(which isn't an easy thing to do) I really love felicity smoak she is genius. And it doesn't hurt that the actor who plays Oliver is really HOT! In the movie section I haven't watch any new movies lately but that's manly because I'm waiting for the new hunger games to come out. I think that covers all my bases so goodbye for now.

I'll keep you posted

Xoxo

D.

Ps. I can't wait for next Wednesday 20 nov. That's when we see the guys again.

Night I will never forget

Hey peeps,

Here I am again, I promised I would post about are second chippendales adventure so here it is.

We took the train at 12:30 to Amsterdam and we arived at Amsterdam RAI around 15:00. We had to take the bus to our hotel. Funny story how we got the hotel sort of by accident because the hotel we wanted wasn't available so we had to chose this one. Which was a really good choice but more about that later. We got out of the bus at the stop near our hotel and started walking. But we couldn't find our hotel. After walking a while we decided to ask someone where the hotel was and what was the case it? It was on the other side of the street so we had to walk back. We cursed a little bit and after walking back we finally saw the hotel. And that wasn't the only thing we saw. It was a big blue bus. And we just freaked out. We knew it was they're bus. Me being a sceptic bitch and all, I said I will not believe it until I see one of the guys. We went in and checked in. During the checking in mister BC Cheatham walked by and now I had to believe it. They were staying in the same hotel. We had to stay calm otherwise the receptionist would have thought we were crazy. Which is true but that's another story to tell. We got our room key and went up. The moment we closed our room door we just stared screaming like crazies. How was it possible that they were staying at the same got damn hotel by accident. After about 10 min we calmed down and I MK got a message from josh on which floor they were. So we walked to the elevator and went up. When we got to they're floor and the elevator doors opened BC and Vanya were standing right in front of us. All I could do was laugh and MK tried to act normal.  At 18:00 we left our hotel to eat and get to the theatre. Btw getting to theatre was a nightmare it rained and we walked wrong 2 times. Thank god we made it in time. Only base we were so late MK wasn't able to message josh where we were sitting. You might think why does he need to know. Well she told him I would love to be pulled on stage during the shows vampire act. The show started and during one act we saw josh walking up the stairs next to our seats be he didn't see us. So unfortunately he wasn't able to pull me up on stage.(maybe hengelo). A few acts later he came running in the audience again and finally found us. He gave MK a hug and a kiss. And screamed 'DAPHNE' in my ear while he kissed my cheek. He sounded thrilled and relieved to see us;). Billy also came up during one act to shake my hand. After the show finished we did our routine of finding seats in the middle of the theatre and watch them while we waited for the line the shorten. They spotted us right away and pointed a few times(a). Then it was time for our official photo's. MK only wanted a pic with josh so I had to alone again with Billy,  Kris, Dylan and Dean. This is the result.(A)

Ok I know you think wtf explain please. So I will explain as much as I can. I walked up to them, kris laughed dirty and billy smiled immediately. First thing kris did was reposition a piece of my hair that was caught by my taylor swift cat ears. I was stunned he even saw that. Then he grabbed me and kissed me. Now I was in front of him and before I knew it billy sank to his knees. I was like what the hell are you doing. He grabbed my hips and placed his head my boobs and stomach. At that moment I felt kris his hands on my shoulders, grabbing my jacket and undressing me.Then while they were doing that this picture was taken. And I know Billy's face looks like I'm carrying his baby. Just to be clear I'm NOT! btw kris was whispering and roaring in my ear again. And it's kinda mean because he knows that's my weak spot. Aah what the hell we all know I don't mind it from him. I might even wish he could do it more often......... Sighing and swooning. Focus. Hahah so after this pretty freaky picture I had to take another one with MK, Kevin, Vanya, Matt and josh. And the first thing that happens when josh sees me he says 'where were you in the audience I couldn't find you at first, you should've just screamed hey josh over here, next time please do so I can get you'

After they took this picture sweet matty gave me a kiss:) MK and I went and waited in the foyer for the guys. I had one goal in that foyer. Which was to get a picture with mister Christian grey him self Cody canyon.

Yes I did it. People always say pic or it didn't happen so it happend alright. Only I got a little nervous and started rambling. I hope it didn't scare him. We had enough pictures with the other guys so I went to kris.

Kris and I talked a little and he admitted to not knowing my name all this time. That's why he always called pumpkin. He even said or would you prefer me calling you princess. I answered it does have a nice ring to it. But my name is Daphne. And for the first time in 3 years he said hai Daphne. I laughed. We talked about the after party and he said that they were going to jimmy woo and asked us to come. MK and I already knew we would go even if we didn't know how to get there or how to get in. The theatre staff was telling us to go because they were closing. Kris gave me a kiss goodbye. 

Sorry it's a bit blurry MK had shakky hands

We waited just a couple more minutes and Matt walked my whispering 'cupcakes' with a possessed voice. The other women were like what the hell. MK and I just laughed. We were about to leave when we met 2 women who also wanted to go to jimmy woo only they didn't know how to get there. MK gave them directions and we were about to look how we would get there. In that minute one of the women came back and asked if we would like to ride with them because the had a car. MK and I didn't have to think about that and said yes. We found the club pretty easy and at the door we just had to say we were with the chippendales and we got in.

The stamp I got at the door. I felt pretty damn cool at that moment. We just got in the hottest club in Amsterdam without any problem. Our life is pretty awesome. The guys weren't there yet so we waited. Not for long because 10 min later they arived. Kris saw me and yelled"hey D" he came over and gave me kiss and a hug. The women who came with us were a little stunned about that:O. We went in the club and the party started after an hour MK and were kinda tired and ready to go. We walked to the exit to get our jackets and ran in to kris. He demanded that we would stay. We talked with him. It felt like we stood there for ages. I won't tell everything we talked about.( I like to keep at least something private) but I will give some lose details I don't mind sharing. He kissed me a lot during the whole convo. He stroked my hair(and other parts(A). He gentle touched my lips with finger. His strong arms hugged me more than ones. And I have to say how sweet he was. That's all you're gonna get;) ok, one more thing he convinced us to stay a little longer. MK and I went back to the dance floor and danced our butts off. Around 2:15 we were really done with it. Grabbed our coats and got out. Out side we saw Matt waiting for the guys to come out because they were going back to the hotel. I waved , he smiled but it was like something was wrong. I didn't get a chance to ask so in hengelo I will ask him what was going on. We walked to the bus station and waited for the bus. It was a disaster to get back we almost had a panick attack but we got back eventually. Back in our room all we could do was smile like a children on Christmas Day. MK got her self ready to go back to josh and I had to go with her again. Only I was already wearing my pj's so I walked through the hotel in my pj's and on uggs. 

The rest of the story isn't mine to tell. So I'm sorry but this is all for now I will keep you guys posted on the rest of my life. This week I have exams wish me luck

Talk to you soon

Xoxo

D.

ps. The night was so awesome I'm still smiling:D

Night of my life

CHIPPENDALES!

That word almost says enough if you know the meaning but I don't think everybody does.

So here goes. I told you guys I've met them last year. And saw them 3 times. The stupid part was I had to wait a whole freaking year to see them again. The wait was long, painful, sad and almost unbearable. But I made it and last night was the night. It......was......glorious. If that word even covers it. I'll start at the beginning so ever do can follow it. My BFF MK and I had bought first row tickets and we booked a hotel room just to be save. So we couldn't miss our train and be stranded at Utrecht central station(again, but that's another story). So after a dumb train ride we arrive at our hotel on time. And start our program of getting ready. 19:30 we're looking good and are ready to party

I made the bow ties come back in my outfit. Because it is there signature. Fiy this post is gonna be a lot of pictures. When we arrive at the theatre the nerves start to come. Will the show be fun, will the new guys be any good, will we be dragged on and the most important part sill the recognize us? Wel

All our questions were answered. The show was so much better and more fun than last year and the kept the stuff I liked. The guys were pretty damn hot and surprisingly good. Especially Cody as chrsitian grey doing the new fifty shades of grey act. Oehhff that shit was smoking!!! I needed a drink and a sigaret after that;p. DAMN. Somebody get me a drool bucket and some clean panties! Focus daphne focus. Sorry for that I was remembering the act and it was like I was there again. For the sad part we didn't get dragged on stage but that wasn't even possible and we're gonna get second chance more of that later on. Now the moment we've all been waiting for, hahaha alright the moment I was waiting for. Would the recognize us? During the show MK said that they saw me and knew who I was but me being a skeptical bitch I wasn't gonna believe it until I knew for sure. And I had to wait for the official photo moment. We waited in our seats for the line to get shorter and when it did we joined. The closer we got to the stage the harder it was to control our nerves. We were nervous because we didn't expect them to remember us but as always we still had hope.  By the time it was out turn to take a photo I don't know how but I got them under control. I think the pic shows that but you can judge for your self. 

There is one thing I have to add because it proofs I've got a damn good poker face. Kris his hand was on my butt under my dress and he was roaring softly in my ear. 2 things I don't mind at all but it is very hard to focus when HE does THAT.(A)( sorry for the tmi). Back to the point. He greated me as he always does with"He pumpkin, get over here" and i knew mister Kristopher Davis still knows who I am. 

One down 2 to go. We walked on to the other group, my night was already pretty awesome. Levin calls me and MK to the group and the way he talks to us says enough, he remembers. Two down 1 to go. I instantly and I think automatically walk up to Matt and he greets me like a good friend. Puts his arm around me asks me how I've been. A weight drops from my schoulders they all remember me.

In my head I was doing a happy dance on happy by pharell. I almost forget there making a photo of us.

I don't know if you can see that on the pic.

We chat a bit about the after party and they ask us to wait in the lobby. And obedient as we are we wait. And one by one the boys come in to the lobby in there normal clothes. And as soon as Matt spots us we walk up to him.

The first thing he says is "so where are my cupcakes?" I laugh but feel a little stupid because I forget to take them from the hotel. I immediately say "I'll get them be back in ten min" he said "oke, but do only have cupcakes for me?" And I was like "if the other guys are nice they can get one" and he said "but don't say you've got cupcakes these guys go crazy for cupcakes" I laughed. After that MK and I run back to our hotel grab the cupcakes and run back. And I'll have to admit took of our heels and ran on our bare feet . When we got back I gave Matt his cupcake and he had to run. Vanya saw me giving Matt his cupcakes and he looked at me with puppy eyes so I gave him one and then I thought I'm just gonna give all the guys one. Wich lead to this collage of pictures.

After a lot of funny talks and having to explain to every Chippendale why I brought cupcakes. MK and I decided it was time to get back to our hotel. Josh did tell us where the guys were staying. In the hotel we sort waited for something to happen but it didn't and then we decided to do something. Unfortunately I pinky promised not to tell anybody(which I don't mind). But there is prove it happend I recorded the whole thing and it was pretty damn crazy, funny, stupid, scary and awesome. And it all led to the fact that we are going again next Thursday in Amsterdam so I can't wait. I'll keep you guys posted.

Xoxo

D.

How you dooing?

Sorry for the long wait but I got sick(still am). And I hope this post will make up for a lot. First things first,  What has happend in my life the last few weeks?

Let's start with the fact that i finally had the balls to cut my ex out of my life. Whoop whoop happy dance. To bad it wasn't that easy the first few days but I good right now maybe because of something else but more of that later. School, I finally get along with my weird project group! Thank god that took forever. Funny thing is all I had to do was tell my crapy life story. Go figure. Now that all the problems I had to deal with are solved you think everything would go smooth. NOT. hahaha. I had to look for someone else to go with me to see epke zonderland the Olympic, (recently)World, European and national champion in gymnastics. Luckily the day before the event an old friend wanted to come. Me happy! And 2 days later I got even better news. Robbie Williams would be in the Netherlands to do college tour! AAAAAAAAAHHHHH. I just needed to go. But I was wait listed and when I got at the door they were like "yeah we don't know if you can go in" GOD DAMN IT! Was of course my first reaction. So I had to wait 30 min in the cold outside and I was about to give up and they came. I could go I thank god! And all I can say the man is awesome he started a whole convo with me and was really nice, funny and down to earth. Now I have to think. What else has happend? Ow yeah I went to see the movie rush with my BFF MK

. A really good movie and Liam hemsworth is just smoking  in it. We made a deal up front. If we get to see him without his shirt more than ones it was worth the 9 bucks. And about 3 min into the movie we saw him shirtless and we saw his ass! NICE! So I think that all?!....

NOOOOOO 

it's not but I'm gonna need a whole post for the next story so I'll be back soon 

Xoxo

D. 

Crazy week

Where to start...

Well let's start with what's happening right now

My ex BFF came to my house yesterday morning out of the blue. She wanted to talk so stuff over and be friends again. So after a long talk we kinda made amends. A few hours later she sends me a text. 

Asking if I would remove pics of her from twitter because her new criminal jealous boyfriend doesn't like it. I was like dude for real? It is my twitter and I can post what I want I'm not gonna do what your criminal boyfriend wants I hate him. I didn't send that, I send her "why is he checking my twitter?" She totally pist off and doesn't answer me anymore. So i called one of my best friends and he was like i think she just made amends so she could ask that of you. I thought about it and he was right she just used me. Then this morning she texted me saying "just remove it ok?" I texted back "did you really came over to make amends or just to ask a favor?" She replied "I came over asking for my key back but we talked and I thought maybe it could work." And that's all I needed to know so I send back "I'll bring by the key later" she "and what about the pictures?" My final message before blocking here was "it's my twitter and I do with it what I want." Now you probably think the story's over? No the crazy bitch came to my house again. So my mom opened the door gave her the key and threw the door in her face. Now I hope this is the end of it! 

The rest of my week

My daily life

Hi,

Here's a little sneak peak in my daily life

I live with my parents  in a small city in the east of the Netherlands(near Germany). 
I was born an raised here and always felt safe and home.
I have my own floor which houses my bedroom and my massive ass closet.
Yes I'm in LOVE with clothes, always have been.
The most important thing is my family .
My mom is my best friend and i wouldn't know what to do without her.
My dad is my Hero and my though critic when needed.
I have a brother and a sister.
The both have own homes so I'm the only one living in the houses with mom and dad.
My brother has always been my protector and still is.
My sister and I don't always get a long but we love each other to the death.
She's a manicurist and she's awesome enough to always do my nails.

I went to middle school only 500 meters from my house. While i was in middel school my dad a motorcycle accident which left him paralyses from the waist up. I learned a lot in high school mostly that the world is a though hard place. But you shouldn't let it get to you and just stay strong no matter what happens. I lost a good friend when I was 16. And in that same year I lost both my grandmothers. Dealing with death while being in puberty was nearly impossible but I kept faith and somehow I survived it all. I believe everything happens for a reason, even bad stuff. It makes you learn and appreciate the good things in life. Shit happens, life sucks and then you die.(our family motto) Thank god I got my high school diploma in 2012(after 7 years), it was and still is one of my biggest achievements. After high school I thought I would study psychology but that wasn't where I belonged and after my 2 surgeries I couldn't go to school anymore so I had to stop which I now know was a good thing.I started looking for other school but just couldn't find the right one. Until after a horribly experience in Utrecht I goolged art history studies and found Cultural Heritage. Now I go to school in Amsterdam and study @ The Reinwardt academic. The Reinwardt academic is a part of the Amsterdam school for the Arts. I decided I couldn't leave home not just yet. So I travel back and forth from school to home which takes about 4 hours to go there and back. But I love it there and feel at home so it's worth the traveling everyday.

Besides school I dance a lot. I'm in the studio every Monday for two hours and practice on a daily basis at home. I also dance a lot of shows when I can. I used to play field hockey on a pretty high level but I'm not ready to play yet because of my surgeries. 

Which brings me to my wrist injury. It happened in my last hockey game june 2012. It was our championship game. And some random substitute girl slammed here stick on purpose against me and fractured my wrist and thumb. And i went straight to the hospital but the nurse practitioner didn't think it was serious so let me go and a week later I was in so much pain i couldn't do anything anymore so we went back to the hospital. There a real surgeon looked at it and she was so shocked the np let me go home the week before. Because she took x-rays which pointed out I had fractured it. I immediately got a cast for 6 weeks. After 6 weeks that's when the real problems started I kept feeling lot of pain and they couldn't find out where it was coming from. They gave me a dozen different pills some which even made me go crazy after a while. In December my parents couldn't take it anymore so they took me to a private clinic. Long story short, they operated twice first to see what was wrong second time to fix it. My last surgery was in April and I've been recovering since. So now I'm over a year from my surgery and i know what i can do and what i'll never be possibly again and i had to learn to life with it. Ow i also found out in October i have a vitamin b12 deficiency which sucks. It means i have to get shot every 3 weeks for the rest of my live. And if i don't my body is gonna fail. So basically i'm easily tired and my body sometimes hurts like it's from an 80 year old. FML right.

This is my daily life
It's a lot to take in but thank god I have amazing friends and family who support me in almost everything I do.

Xoxo.
D

Really doing this

I stared this blog at the beginning of the year but didn't really know what i wanted to do with it but now i kinda have an idea. and thought let's give it a real try so let's do this

A little impression of my life last year

I became friends with the chippendales and saw them 3 times

I went to my favorite place in the world the efteling

I went to college

I broke my wrist and I torn a muscle playing hockey

I past my high school exam so I got my diploma

And the big picture is me with Christmas

First message

I know not many people are going to read this so let's keep it short
I didn't really know what to put on here as my first message
So I will start with a picture
This is my room and the pic will explain a lot about me:p