Sunday, December 15, 2013

always look on the bright side

let me start by saying i'm sorry i was kinda depressed last night and i couldn't see the good things that happened
good things did happen and i do wanna share them so here they come with the pictures to match
let's start at the beginning.
during the show the guys came in the audience as usual. 
but because we didn't have great seats they couldn't get to us. 
so i decided what the heck i'm gonna stand up and wave at josh(i already left my shame in castricum).
he saw me waving like i was on fire and MK who was standing next to me and a big smile appeared on his face.
after that MK and i thought screw the rest we will stand in the middle of the isle and dance like there is no tomorrow and like we know no shame.
that made the show so much more awesome, we danced, we laughed, we screamed even cried at some point.
i can honestly say it was one of the best shows if not the best.
of course we went and got our picture taken with guys.
it was my turn so i walked up to kevin i couldn't walk very good because of my brand new heels
so i told kevin that and like omg he said why don't you take them of and take of the rest as well and smirked
it made me blush
and i had to pull out my amazing pokerface for the picture
still blushing and a bit stunned i walk towards matt and josh
josh yells at me "daph get in here"
i realize now that the guy almost always yells at me it's gettin funnier everytime

josh hugged me after the picture and i went on to the picture with billy j and wally  
mister jeffrey put his hands on my waist and i was wearing a dress with cut outs on the sides so his gorgeous big, soft strong hands were touching my skin(and you know what touching does to me)
i can't rap my head around his hands being so soft and strong at the same time
and then there was kristopher davis 
i don't even know what the crazy bastard did but the picture is pretty damn weird
i suspect he was trying to make devil horns because he said earlier that he think am a badgirl 
(i did set the record straight on that topic but i don't think he believed me)
btw he hands were literately all over my ass and neck
enough said about the picture i will no longer keep you waiting

after the official picture part was over we went and waited in the lobby
and i talked to matt and i finally felt like i got to see the matt i met a year again and it was so nice
he truly is a good person and i adore him.
I felt so bad for him because he was really home sick and i god damn know that crappy feeling.
And i don't know how but he felt that i was in need of a hug and i knew he could use one too.
I don't wanna sound dumb or stupid or gay but that hug was probably the best hug i have ever gotten because it was timed so perfectly with out even having to say anything
so MATT YOU ARE A REAL AND GENUINE PERSON AND YOU'RE AMAZEBALLS! <3

FIY i know some of this stuff i already shared but it wasn't in the context it deserved

after matty josh came out and we had so much dumb fun about stupid crazy shit
it laughed my ass off
i think these pics speak for them selves but if they don't i'm not gonna give you any explanation





i saw cody and i told my self daphne don't be wimp and just walk up to him and ask if josh gave him his cupcake even if he hates you, you need to now if josh kept his word  
so i grabbed to bull by it's horns and walked up to him.
i say ""hi"(whoop whoop i said something without him hitting me)
and i go on "did josh gave you my cupcake?" and before cody could answer josh was there and he almost sounded offended "of course i gave him his cupcake" i thought oke josh relax
so i went on to talk to cody and asked what he thought of my cupcake he said "it was really good thank you for that"  and all of a sudden his face turned from the "i hate you look" to the "i kinda really like you look" and it caught me of guard i almost didn't know how to speak proper english. 
but i managed to talk and i thought an apology was the right thing to say. i said "i'm so sorry we made you wait on monday, and kinda kicked you out of the room" he was like "i don't even remember, it all kinda blurs together sometimes" and he smiled at me and for the first time his smile made my knees feel like jelly  
ow crap that's not a good thing
here is the picture we took together 


after cody i needed to make sure bc was still kinda keeping our dirty little secret so i talked to him
i loved hearing him say he was in love with my cupcakes and he also said  me and my cupcakes are a bad influence on the boys because they have way to much sugar in them. 
can you imagine little miss goody two shoes being a bad influence hahahah
we went on and took a picture together and damn he smelled good i was like fuck that really smells good
so not having any shame anymore i just said "you smell amazing what perfume are you wearing?" and funniest thing he wears hugo boss same as billy that perfume is just divine for man i decided then and there if i ever get a man my first gift will be that perfume.

i think this concludes all of the fun stuff we did(keeping some parts private as always)
and reading this back i realize be didn't have a crappy night
it was pretty damn amazing we just couldn't see it until i wrote it just now
i will speak to you guys so

xoxo
D.


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