Crazy week

Where to start...

Well let's start with what's happening right now

My ex BFF came to my house yesterday morning out of the blue. She wanted to talk so stuff over and be friends again. So after a long talk we kinda made amends. A few hours later she sends me a text. 

Asking if I would remove pics of her from twitter because her new criminal jealous boyfriend doesn't like it. I was like dude for real? It is my twitter and I can post what I want I'm not gonna do what your criminal boyfriend wants I hate him. I didn't send that, I send her "why is he checking my twitter?" She totally pist off and doesn't answer me anymore. So i called one of my best friends and he was like i think she just made amends so she could ask that of you. I thought about it and he was right she just used me. Then this morning she texted me saying "just remove it ok?" I texted back "did you really came over to make amends or just to ask a favor?" She replied "I came over asking for my key back but we talked and I thought maybe it could work." And that's all I needed to know so I send back "I'll bring by the key later" she "and what about the pictures?" My final message before blocking here was "it's my twitter and I do with it what I want." Now you probably think the story's over? No the crazy bitch came to my house again. So my mom opened the door gave her the key and threw the door in her face. Now I hope this is the end of it! 

The rest of my week

My daily life

Hi,

Here's a little sneak peak in my daily life

I live with my parents  in a small city in the east of the Netherlands(near Germany). 
I was born an raised here and always felt safe and home.
I have my own floor which houses my bedroom and my massive ass closet.
Yes I'm in LOVE with clothes, always have been.
The most important thing is my family .
My mom is my best friend and i wouldn't know what to do without her.
My dad is my Hero and my though critic when needed.
I have a brother and a sister.
The both have own homes so I'm the only one living in the houses with mom and dad.
My brother has always been my protector and still is.
My sister and I don't always get a long but we love each other to the death.
She's a manicurist and she's awesome enough to always do my nails.

I went to middle school only 500 meters from my house. While i was in middel school my dad a motorcycle accident which left him paralyses from the waist up. I learned a lot in high school mostly that the world is a though hard place. But you shouldn't let it get to you and just stay strong no matter what happens. I lost a good friend when I was 16. And in that same year I lost both my grandmothers. Dealing with death while being in puberty was nearly impossible but I kept faith and somehow I survived it all. I believe everything happens for a reason, even bad stuff. It makes you learn and appreciate the good things in life. Shit happens, life sucks and then you die.(our family motto) Thank god I got my high school diploma in 2012(after 7 years), it was and still is one of my biggest achievements. After high school I thought I would study psychology but that wasn't where I belonged and after my 2 surgeries I couldn't go to school anymore so I had to stop which I now know was a good thing.I started looking for other school but just couldn't find the right one. Until after a horribly experience in Utrecht I goolged art history studies and found Cultural Heritage. Now I go to school in Amsterdam and study @ The Reinwardt academic. The Reinwardt academic is a part of the Amsterdam school for the Arts. I decided I couldn't leave home not just yet. So I travel back and forth from school to home which takes about 4 hours to go there and back. But I love it there and feel at home so it's worth the traveling everyday.

Besides school I dance a lot. I'm in the studio every Monday for two hours and practice on a daily basis at home. I also dance a lot of shows when I can. I used to play field hockey on a pretty high level but I'm not ready to play yet because of my surgeries. 

Which brings me to my wrist injury. It happened in my last hockey game june 2012. It was our championship game. And some random substitute girl slammed here stick on purpose against me and fractured my wrist and thumb. And i went straight to the hospital but the nurse practitioner didn't think it was serious so let me go and a week later I was in so much pain i couldn't do anything anymore so we went back to the hospital. There a real surgeon looked at it and she was so shocked the np let me go home the week before. Because she took x-rays which pointed out I had fractured it. I immediately got a cast for 6 weeks. After 6 weeks that's when the real problems started I kept feeling lot of pain and they couldn't find out where it was coming from. They gave me a dozen different pills some which even made me go crazy after a while. In December my parents couldn't take it anymore so they took me to a private clinic. Long story short, they operated twice first to see what was wrong second time to fix it. My last surgery was in April and I've been recovering since. So now I'm over a year from my surgery and i know what i can do and what i'll never be possibly again and i had to learn to life with it. Ow i also found out in October i have a vitamin b12 deficiency which sucks. It means i have to get shot every 3 weeks for the rest of my live. And if i don't my body is gonna fail. So basically i'm easily tired and my body sometimes hurts like it's from an 80 year old. FML right.

This is my daily life
It's a lot to take in but thank god I have amazing friends and family who support me in almost everything I do.

Xoxo.
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Really doing this

I stared this blog at the beginning of the year but didn't really know what i wanted to do with it but now i kinda have an idea. and thought let's give it a real try so let's do this