usually i make sure everything goes the way i want
and everything goes according to plan
not this time
this time the big man upstairs messed it all up
everything was fine on Monday
we went to see them in castricum we had a few little hick-ups on the road but me made it there
and we had a nice cup of coffee(tea for me i don't drink coffee)
MK and i concluded that cody really hated us and it was all fine
then Thursday came and bad news came
í thought i could be strong and not let it ruin my night
i thought wrong, pretending to be strong just made the night worse
the show was nice and fun a always but they couldn't get to us in the audience because we had crappy seats
and the pictures where fun but not as exciting a usual i think they could feel i wasn't feeling good
after the show we waited for them in the lobby and we took some funny pic's
i'll post them later
i want to make a special shout out to matt he was so sweet to me and i think he felt i could use a hug
so thanks matt that hug really helped!<3
i found out cody doesn't hate me and he really liked my cupcake the last time(tnx josh for giving him his)
BC said my cupcakes are amazing but they're bad for them.
i promised him i would make a batch for schiedam because it's the end of the tour
we talked to the rest a little and then they kicked us out the theater so we went to the after party
Fiy i i'm a little pist off that i didn't get to see Kris after the show the basterd
which completely sucked because only vanya and BC showed up:(
then we just went back to our hotel and i thought what the heck why don't i just wright my blog right now
so here i am typing my blog hoping i would be doing something else
instead i'm feeling fucking sad and all i wanna do is go home and crawl in my bed and cry
i now that's not an option now
and i also Tuesday will make up for a lot but still i can't help but miss them already
they're sort of my forgetting potion and it feels like it didn't work this time
got damn it
i'm sorry if it is a bit depressing but that;s just how i feel right now
and life isn't always about sunshine and butterfly's
which completely sucked because only vanya and BC showed up:(
then we just went back to our hotel and i thought what the heck why don't i just wright my blog right now
so here i am typing my blog hoping i would be doing something else
instead i'm feeling fucking sad and all i wanna do is go home and crawl in my bed and cry
i now that's not an option now
and i also Tuesday will make up for a lot but still i can't help but miss them already
they're sort of my forgetting potion and it feels like it didn't work this time
got damn it
i'm sorry if it is a bit depressing but that;s just how i feel right now
and life isn't always about sunshine and butterfly's
xoxo
D.
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