The Craziest Night of The Year!

Hi,

Once a year we get to dress up as our wildest fantasy, get drunk and dance our asses of in a massive tent with a but load of strangers. We call it CARNAVAL. The best part of it all we can get away almost anything that night. Just say the next day a who cares it was Carnaval. This year I went all out. I went as Elsa from Frozen. Why? Because I love the movie and I do have her hair color. So I designed the dress from a video I found on youtube and had my mom make it. As usual I took a lot of pictures and this time I also tried to vlog some. Honestly I don't know if I will upload the footage because it is pretty messed up and I did some crazy stuff. Then again who gives a f*ck. But what I will do is post my pictures here and If I have time I will edit my get ready with me video.
So without any further or do here are the pictures.

One last time....?

Hai,

One last time, One last show that is what we usual say before going to 2 more shows.
Not this year, this year my 3 show was my last show. It was in Leiden and it was worth the travel and pain to get there.  I knew before the show started that I had to leave before it ended otherwise I wasn't gonna make it to the train station on time. So I'm sorry to say that I don't have official photo's this time and no after party selfie's but I did film a big chunk of the show so I will leave the link to my video down below. Also I have some pictures from the show which is kinda of new this year, previously it wasn't allowed to take pictures or film. Now having said all that let's get on with everything that happened. I was alone this show for different reasons which are not mine to tell. I know I always tell the whole story and want to be truthful but in this case I can't and that sucks and I really don't like it.

Halloween

Hai,

So this year we decided to do halloween mostly because the last few years I was always at a chippendales show so I didn't really think about it.

We got dressed up and went out to scare people. Here are the pictures and a little cheeky video.

ONE DIRECTION Concert(twice)

Hai,

After months of debating, should I go or should I not.
I saw some of the UK youtubers went and I was like now I have to go.
After nagging her head of I finally got my best friend crazy enough to come to the One Direction concert with me. Fuck yeaah. So went a head and bought seated tickets because my damn knee was still busted.
Then I had to wait about 2 weeks which was horrible but I survived. So The big day finally came.
And it was amazing they were so good unbelievable. I really had fun with MK even thogh she doesn't really like 1D. And I truly love her for coming with me<3. But I forgot to take my good camera so i didn't get good pic's for the blog. Now you might think well that sucks so we don''t get too see any pic's? Don't worry the story isn't finished yet. On the train ride back home I was really bummed I hadn't gotten any good pic's so when I got home crazy person as I am I bought another ticket for the show the next day(OOPS). This time i got a standing ticket so i could get really close and I brought my good camera. Let me just say they were even better than the night before. I got some amazing pictures and I got to hang with these amazing girls.

I had SO MUCH FUN! I could scream(after to concerts I really couldn't #lostmyvoiceagain)

I got soooo close to the boys it's just unbelievable. Now I will let the pic's speak for them self's.

what was supposed to be a great night

sometimes you have expectations and plans
usually i make sure everything goes the way i want
and everything goes according to plan
not this time
this time the big man upstairs messed it all up
everything was fine on Monday
we went to see them in castricum we had a few little hick-ups on the road but me made it there
and we had a nice cup of coffee(tea for me i don't drink coffee)
MK and i concluded that cody really hated us and it was all fine
then Thursday came and bad news came
í thought i could be strong and not let it ruin my night
i thought wrong, pretending to be strong just made the night worse
the show was nice and fun a always but they couldn't get to us in the audience because we had crappy seats
and the pictures where fun but not as exciting a usual i think they could feel i wasn't feeling good
after the show we waited for them in the lobby and we took some funny pic's
i'll post them later
i want to make a special shout out to matt he was so sweet to me and i think he felt i could use a hug
so thanks matt that hug really helped!<3
i found out cody doesn't hate me and he really liked my cupcake the last time(tnx josh for giving him his)
BC said my cupcakes are amazing but they're bad for them.
i promised him i would make a batch for schiedam because it's the end of the tour

we talked to the rest a little and then they kicked us out the theater so we went to the after party

Fiy i i'm a little pist off that i didn't get to see Kris after the show the basterd
which completely sucked because only vanya and BC showed up:(
then we just went back to our hotel and i thought what the heck why don't i just wright my blog right now
so here i am typing my blog hoping i would be doing something else
instead i'm feeling fucking sad and all i wanna do is go home and crawl in my bed and cry
i now that's not an option now
and i also Tuesday will make up for a lot but still i can't help but miss them already
they're sort of my forgetting potion and it feels like it didn't work this time
got damn it
i'm sorry if it is a bit depressing but that;s just how i feel right now
and life isn't always about sunshine and butterfly's 

xoxo

D.

Night I will never forget

Hey peeps,

Here I am again, I promised I would post about are second chippendales adventure so here it is.

We took the train at 12:30 to Amsterdam and we arived at Amsterdam RAI around 15:00. We had to take the bus to our hotel. Funny story how we got the hotel sort of by accident because the hotel we wanted wasn't available so we had to chose this one. Which was a really good choice but more about that later. We got out of the bus at the stop near our hotel and started walking. But we couldn't find our hotel. After walking a while we decided to ask someone where the hotel was and what was the case it? It was on the other side of the street so we had to walk back. We cursed a little bit and after walking back we finally saw the hotel. And that wasn't the only thing we saw. It was a big blue bus. And we just freaked out. We knew it was they're bus. Me being a sceptic bitch and all, I said I will not believe it until I see one of the guys. We went in and checked in. During the checking in mister BC Cheatham walked by and now I had to believe it. They were staying in the same hotel. We had to stay calm otherwise the receptionist would have thought we were crazy. Which is true but that's another story to tell. We got our room key and went up. The moment we closed our room door we just stared screaming like crazies. How was it possible that they were staying at the same got damn hotel by accident. After about 10 min we calmed down and I MK got a message from josh on which floor they were. So we walked to the elevator and went up. When we got to they're floor and the elevator doors opened BC and Vanya were standing right in front of us. All I could do was laugh and MK tried to act normal.  At 18:00 we left our hotel to eat and get to the theatre. Btw getting to theatre was a nightmare it rained and we walked wrong 2 times. Thank god we made it in time. Only base we were so late MK wasn't able to message josh where we were sitting. You might think why does he need to know. Well she told him I would love to be pulled on stage during the shows vampire act. The show started and during one act we saw josh walking up the stairs next to our seats be he didn't see us. So unfortunately he wasn't able to pull me up on stage.(maybe hengelo). A few acts later he came running in the audience again and finally found us. He gave MK a hug and a kiss. And screamed 'DAPHNE' in my ear while he kissed my cheek. He sounded thrilled and relieved to see us;). Billy also came up during one act to shake my hand. After the show finished we did our routine of finding seats in the middle of the theatre and watch them while we waited for the line the shorten. They spotted us right away and pointed a few times(a). Then it was time for our official photo's. MK only wanted a pic with josh so I had to alone again with Billy,  Kris, Dylan and Dean. This is the result.(A)

Ok I know you think wtf explain please. So I will explain as much as I can. I walked up to them, kris laughed dirty and billy smiled immediately. First thing kris did was reposition a piece of my hair that was caught by my taylor swift cat ears. I was stunned he even saw that. Then he grabbed me and kissed me. Now I was in front of him and before I knew it billy sank to his knees. I was like what the hell are you doing. He grabbed my hips and placed his head my boobs and stomach. At that moment I felt kris his hands on my shoulders, grabbing my jacket and undressing me.Then while they were doing that this picture was taken. And I know Billy's face looks like I'm carrying his baby. Just to be clear I'm NOT! btw kris was whispering and roaring in my ear again. And it's kinda mean because he knows that's my weak spot. Aah what the hell we all know I don't mind it from him. I might even wish he could do it more often......... Sighing and swooning. Focus. Hahah so after this pretty freaky picture I had to take another one with MK, Kevin, Vanya, Matt and josh. And the first thing that happens when josh sees me he says 'where were you in the audience I couldn't find you at first, you should've just screamed hey josh over here, next time please do so I can get you'

After they took this picture sweet matty gave me a kiss:) MK and I went and waited in the foyer for the guys. I had one goal in that foyer. Which was to get a picture with mister Christian grey him self Cody canyon.

Yes I did it. People always say pic or it didn't happen so it happend alright. Only I got a little nervous and started rambling. I hope it didn't scare him. We had enough pictures with the other guys so I went to kris.

Kris and I talked a little and he admitted to not knowing my name all this time. That's why he always called pumpkin. He even said or would you prefer me calling you princess. I answered it does have a nice ring to it. But my name is Daphne. And for the first time in 3 years he said hai Daphne. I laughed. We talked about the after party and he said that they were going to jimmy woo and asked us to come. MK and I already knew we would go even if we didn't know how to get there or how to get in. The theatre staff was telling us to go because they were closing. Kris gave me a kiss goodbye. 

Sorry it's a bit blurry MK had shakky hands

We waited just a couple more minutes and Matt walked my whispering 'cupcakes' with a possessed voice. The other women were like what the hell. MK and I just laughed. We were about to leave when we met 2 women who also wanted to go to jimmy woo only they didn't know how to get there. MK gave them directions and we were about to look how we would get there. In that minute one of the women came back and asked if we would like to ride with them because the had a car. MK and I didn't have to think about that and said yes. We found the club pretty easy and at the door we just had to say we were with the chippendales and we got in.

The stamp I got at the door. I felt pretty damn cool at that moment. We just got in the hottest club in Amsterdam without any problem. Our life is pretty awesome. The guys weren't there yet so we waited. Not for long because 10 min later they arived. Kris saw me and yelled"hey D" he came over and gave me kiss and a hug. The women who came with us were a little stunned about that:O. We went in the club and the party started after an hour MK and were kinda tired and ready to go. We walked to the exit to get our jackets and ran in to kris. He demanded that we would stay. We talked with him. It felt like we stood there for ages. I won't tell everything we talked about.( I like to keep at least something private) but I will give some lose details I don't mind sharing. He kissed me a lot during the whole convo. He stroked my hair(and other parts(A). He gentle touched my lips with finger. His strong arms hugged me more than ones. And I have to say how sweet he was. That's all you're gonna get;) ok, one more thing he convinced us to stay a little longer. MK and I went back to the dance floor and danced our butts off. Around 2:15 we were really done with it. Grabbed our coats and got out. Out side we saw Matt waiting for the guys to come out because they were going back to the hotel. I waved , he smiled but it was like something was wrong. I didn't get a chance to ask so in hengelo I will ask him what was going on. We walked to the bus station and waited for the bus. It was a disaster to get back we almost had a panick attack but we got back eventually. Back in our room all we could do was smile like a children on Christmas Day. MK got her self ready to go back to josh and I had to go with her again. Only I was already wearing my pj's so I walked through the hotel in my pj's and on uggs. 

The rest of the story isn't mine to tell. So I'm sorry but this is all for now I will keep you guys posted on the rest of my life. This week I have exams wish me luck

Talk to you soon

Xoxo

D.

ps. The night was so awesome I'm still smiling:D

Night of my life

CHIPPENDALES!

That word almost says enough if you know the meaning but I don't think everybody does.

So here goes. I told you guys I've met them last year. And saw them 3 times. The stupid part was I had to wait a whole freaking year to see them again. The wait was long, painful, sad and almost unbearable. But I made it and last night was the night. It......was......glorious. If that word even covers it. I'll start at the beginning so ever do can follow it. My BFF MK and I had bought first row tickets and we booked a hotel room just to be save. So we couldn't miss our train and be stranded at Utrecht central station(again, but that's another story). So after a dumb train ride we arrive at our hotel on time. And start our program of getting ready. 19:30 we're looking good and are ready to party

I made the bow ties come back in my outfit. Because it is there signature. Fiy this post is gonna be a lot of pictures. When we arrive at the theatre the nerves start to come. Will the show be fun, will the new guys be any good, will we be dragged on and the most important part sill the recognize us? Wel

All our questions were answered. The show was so much better and more fun than last year and the kept the stuff I liked. The guys were pretty damn hot and surprisingly good. Especially Cody as chrsitian grey doing the new fifty shades of grey act. Oehhff that shit was smoking!!! I needed a drink and a sigaret after that;p. DAMN. Somebody get me a drool bucket and some clean panties! Focus daphne focus. Sorry for that I was remembering the act and it was like I was there again. For the sad part we didn't get dragged on stage but that wasn't even possible and we're gonna get second chance more of that later on. Now the moment we've all been waiting for, hahaha alright the moment I was waiting for. Would the recognize us? During the show MK said that they saw me and knew who I was but me being a skeptical bitch I wasn't gonna believe it until I knew for sure. And I had to wait for the official photo moment. We waited in our seats for the line to get shorter and when it did we joined. The closer we got to the stage the harder it was to control our nerves. We were nervous because we didn't expect them to remember us but as always we still had hope.  By the time it was out turn to take a photo I don't know how but I got them under control. I think the pic shows that but you can judge for your self. 

There is one thing I have to add because it proofs I've got a damn good poker face. Kris his hand was on my butt under my dress and he was roaring softly in my ear. 2 things I don't mind at all but it is very hard to focus when HE does THAT.(A)( sorry for the tmi). Back to the point. He greated me as he always does with"He pumpkin, get over here" and i knew mister Kristopher Davis still knows who I am. 

One down 2 to go. We walked on to the other group, my night was already pretty awesome. Levin calls me and MK to the group and the way he talks to us says enough, he remembers. Two down 1 to go. I instantly and I think automatically walk up to Matt and he greets me like a good friend. Puts his arm around me asks me how I've been. A weight drops from my schoulders they all remember me.

In my head I was doing a happy dance on happy by pharell. I almost forget there making a photo of us.

I don't know if you can see that on the pic.

We chat a bit about the after party and they ask us to wait in the lobby. And obedient as we are we wait. And one by one the boys come in to the lobby in there normal clothes. And as soon as Matt spots us we walk up to him.

The first thing he says is "so where are my cupcakes?" I laugh but feel a little stupid because I forget to take them from the hotel. I immediately say "I'll get them be back in ten min" he said "oke, but do only have cupcakes for me?" And I was like "if the other guys are nice they can get one" and he said "but don't say you've got cupcakes these guys go crazy for cupcakes" I laughed. After that MK and I run back to our hotel grab the cupcakes and run back. And I'll have to admit took of our heels and ran on our bare feet . When we got back I gave Matt his cupcake and he had to run. Vanya saw me giving Matt his cupcakes and he looked at me with puppy eyes so I gave him one and then I thought I'm just gonna give all the guys one. Wich lead to this collage of pictures.

After a lot of funny talks and having to explain to every Chippendale why I brought cupcakes. MK and I decided it was time to get back to our hotel. Josh did tell us where the guys were staying. In the hotel we sort waited for something to happen but it didn't and then we decided to do something. Unfortunately I pinky promised not to tell anybody(which I don't mind). But there is prove it happend I recorded the whole thing and it was pretty damn crazy, funny, stupid, scary and awesome. And it all led to the fact that we are going again next Thursday in Amsterdam so I can't wait. I'll keep you guys posted.

Xoxo

D.