The Craziest Night of The Year!

Hi,

Once a year we get to dress up as our wildest fantasy, get drunk and dance our asses of in a massive tent with a but load of strangers. We call it CARNAVAL. The best part of it all we can get away almost anything that night. Just say the next day a who cares it was Carnaval. This year I went all out. I went as Elsa from Frozen. Why? Because I love the movie and I do have her hair color. So I designed the dress from a video I found on youtube and had my mom make it. As usual I took a lot of pictures and this time I also tried to vlog some. Honestly I don't know if I will upload the footage because it is pretty messed up and I did some crazy stuff. Then again who gives a f*ck. But what I will do is post my pictures here and If I have time I will edit my get ready with me video.
So without any further or do here are the pictures.

My first Photoshoot

Hi,

Last week my to amazing friends took the time to take some amazing pictures of me for my blog, instagram, Youtube, twitter and tumblr. It was kinda scary because I have never posed like this and I'm not the most confident person even though I seem like that, deep down I'm not so it was quit the experience. Fortunately I had Anne and Elize who took the photo's and just made me feel at ease with the whole situation. I can honestly say now that it was pretty epic to do and I can't wait to do it again. I also know that I will always have some nerves but I just have to chill.

Having that said here are the pictures hope you like them. 

Halloween

Hai,

So this year we decided to do halloween mostly because the last few years I was always at a chippendales show so I didn't really think about it.

We got dressed up and went out to scare people. Here are the pictures and a little cheeky video.

It's all coming back to me now

Hai,

It’s that time of the year again our lovely Chippendale friends are back in Europe. Yes the boys are back. So how is everything a year later? I went to 2 show in 1 week which is a bit crazy but I don’t regret it. Why I don’t regret it? Because show 2 was some much better. Not to say the first show wasn’t good but the second show all the guys were back and you felt the love and happy vibe from them. So let’s start at the beginning MK and I went to the show in Utrecht. The show was good(I have to say Cody did amazing he’s so talented, he just led the other boys through the show and deserves a round of applause for that)and we sat front row, in my opinion it is a bit too close but had to try it once.  Good thing Josh recognized me and yelled “DAPHNE”!!!  Gavin who was standing next to him was like “wtf”? So Josh explained and of course had to tell him about my baking skills, which made promise I would bake cupcakes for Thursday. But If I have to be honest I missed Kris & Billy a little during official photo’s but he Cody and Noah made up for them a little I got an epic picture with them pretending that my hair was their hair way too funny.... But they had a really early bus call because they weren’t staying the night which made it almost impossible to talk we did chat a bit to Gavin and I had a really awkward convo with Cody. It wasn’t awkward because of him but because of me at one point I literally didn’t know what to say anymore so I told him people think he’s my brother and he started laughing. We don’t even look-a-like.  We did take some pictures. So all in all the night was oke. Not as amazing as always. I also vlogged the whole day go check it out on Chippendales | Weekly Vlog 5 | ddscrazylife 

My dream came true

Hai lovely's,

The musical is done, over, finito, the end.  Let me just start by saying it was amazing, the best thing ever truly a dream come true words will never be able to describe how awesome it was. That out of the way I wanna tell you guys about the whole experience. But that will take a million year so I'm gonna add in pictures and try to tell the story behind some of them. Also I will post all of the link for my vlogs so you can see what happens on set everyday. First the backstage pictures from the rehearsal and the shows. 

These two pictures were taken during our rehearsals. Sam and I were really exhausted and needed some sort or form of rest so we decided to claim the tables(which are set pieces) and we took a little nap. We didn't think we would get caught. I do think the nap help us so I don't care.

Gifts, music and life

Hey,
I'm back yeah sorry for not posting in a while but i was busy with school and struggling with the Paris drama. But i'm here know so let's start with a little update.
I'm finally going back to London(after 3 years). I'm going the last week op April. I literally am so excited i could die(not playing on it). It will be so good after Paris. It is my birthday present from my lovely sister.She knows me so well and the gift is so thoughtful(PS BEST GIFT EVER 4 REAL NOT KIDDING). I wanted to go back the day i left. And even more after they opened the harry potter studios at Leavesden. On the program is Abbey road, Leavesden, Harrods and the musical urinetown, When i get back i will do a full blog about London. Other amazing gifts were a new camera from my parents and a golden ring. Ad i can't forget the crazy ass cool gift from my Sweet BFF MK she got tickets for the Chippendales front row this fall. I LOVE LOVE YA!!!

Then on to the music.

Preparing, crazy men and Parties

Hi,

I thought i would give a little update of my life nowadays
I'm mostly preparing for Paris, yes i'm finally going to the city i wanted to go to for ages. But i can't help but be sad because i'm not at the point in my life where i wanna be. Don't get me wrong i'm thrilled i'm going but i wish the circumstances were better.I'm not going with the guy i love like I've always dreamed. I'm going with school and i feel like i don't really know the people and like they don't know me. I know what you think what's a better way to get to know people than spend a whole week with them.  But it's my birthday that week and i have never been without my family and friends on my birthday and i don't think i can't. I truly love my Birthday because it's the one day a year i can truly be me and don't give a shit what people think because i'm only surrounded by people i love. And now i'm not it really gives me anxiety because i'm afraid people might ruin my special 21 birthday and it happened before some fuckers ruined my birthday and it hurt so bad but than god i had the people i love around me but now i don't have them if something happens. FML but enough with the complaining. As a gift for my Birthday my amazing ass sister is taking me too London. after almost 3 year i'm finally going back. Who would have thought i would ever go back. This is by far the best gift ever. London feels like my second home. The first step i took said it all. I had such an amazing time there.

So now on to the preparing.