Late Night Chair Conversations

Hi,

As promised part to of the story. I don't know how many part it will have but I will try to keep it updated.

After I got home we started texting and talking about a lot of crap and random stuff. Then we both said it feels like we've know each other for years, not only just a week. By 5:30 am we were still talking. It was so weird for me, being so open with someone I just met. At one point we both got so tired and well asleep in the middle of the conversation.

The next day I had to work and had a show. So I was pretty busy and didn't really have time. After my show I started thinking about going to the city. My brother was in town with a bachelor party and I knew he was in town. For fun I bet one of my friends that if Heracles won I would go into town. Then they won and one of my friends texted she needed me so I had no more excuse not to go. I changed in to a dress(and something else;)) that something else was to tease him because he teased me the night before. I biked into town and the moment I passed the bar I saw my brother and the rest of the boys they immediately started yelling at me. I  kept cycling and after I parked my bike I went to them. They were already pretty wasted. I had a laugh with them when I got a text from him "where are you?" "I'm on the corridor from the bar" seconds later he walked around the corner. We went inside and sat at a table where his friend was already sitting. Apparently he was sitting right there. He was wearing a white shirt. I hadn't seen him in shirts before only t-shirts. So I thought he didn't wore them. It looked good though, made him more mature and manly. 

The Craziest Night of The Year!

Hi,

Once a year we get to dress up as our wildest fantasy, get drunk and dance our asses of in a massive tent with a but load of strangers. We call it CARNAVAL. The best part of it all we can get away almost anything that night. Just say the next day a who cares it was Carnaval. This year I went all out. I went as Elsa from Frozen. Why? Because I love the movie and I do have her hair color. So I designed the dress from a video I found on youtube and had my mom make it. As usual I took a lot of pictures and this time I also tried to vlog some. Honestly I don't know if I will upload the footage because it is pretty messed up and I did some crazy stuff. Then again who gives a f*ck. But what I will do is post my pictures here and If I have time I will edit my get ready with me video.
So without any further or do here are the pictures.

ONE DIRECTION Concert(twice)

Hai,

After months of debating, should I go or should I not.
I saw some of the UK youtubers went and I was like now I have to go.
After nagging her head of I finally got my best friend crazy enough to come to the One Direction concert with me. Fuck yeaah. So went a head and bought seated tickets because my damn knee was still busted.
Then I had to wait about 2 weeks which was horrible but I survived. So The big day finally came.
And it was amazing they were so good unbelievable. I really had fun with MK even thogh she doesn't really like 1D. And I truly love her for coming with me<3. But I forgot to take my good camera so i didn't get good pic's for the blog. Now you might think well that sucks so we don''t get too see any pic's? Don't worry the story isn't finished yet. On the train ride back home I was really bummed I hadn't gotten any good pic's so when I got home crazy person as I am I bought another ticket for the show the next day(OOPS). This time i got a standing ticket so i could get really close and I brought my good camera. Let me just say they were even better than the night before. I got some amazing pictures and I got to hang with these amazing girls.

I had SO MUCH FUN! I could scream(after to concerts I really couldn't #lostmyvoiceagain)

I got soooo close to the boys it's just unbelievable. Now I will let the pic's speak for them self's.

Gifts, music and life

Hey,
I'm back yeah sorry for not posting in a while but i was busy with school and struggling with the Paris drama. But i'm here know so let's start with a little update.
I'm finally going back to London(after 3 years). I'm going the last week op April. I literally am so excited i could die(not playing on it). It will be so good after Paris. It is my birthday present from my lovely sister.She knows me so well and the gift is so thoughtful(PS BEST GIFT EVER 4 REAL NOT KIDDING). I wanted to go back the day i left. And even more after they opened the harry potter studios at Leavesden. On the program is Abbey road, Leavesden, Harrods and the musical urinetown, When i get back i will do a full blog about London. Other amazing gifts were a new camera from my parents and a golden ring. Ad i can't forget the crazy ass cool gift from my Sweet BFF MK she got tickets for the Chippendales front row this fall. I LOVE LOVE YA!!!

Then on to the music.

always look on the bright side

let me start by saying i'm sorry i was kinda depressed last night and i couldn't see the good things that happened

good things did happen and i do wanna share them so here they come with the pictures to match

let's start at the beginning.

during the show the guys came in the audience as usual. 

but because we didn't have great seats they couldn't get to us. 

so i decided what the heck i'm gonna stand up and wave at josh(i already left my shame in castricum).

he saw me waving like i was on fire and MK who was standing next to me and a big smile appeared on his face.

after that MK and i thought screw the rest we will stand in the middle of the isle and dance like there is no tomorrow and like we know no shame.

that made the show so much more awesome, we danced, we laughed, we screamed even cried at some point.

i can honestly say it was one of the best shows if not the best.

of course we went and got our picture taken with guys.

it was my turn so i walked up to kevin i couldn't walk very good because of my brand new heels

so i told kevin that and like omg he said why don't you take them of and take of the rest as well and smirked

it made me blush

and i had to pull out my amazing pokerface for the picture

still blushing and a bit stunned i walk towards matt and josh

josh yells at me "daph get in here"

i realize now that the guy almost always yells at me it's gettin funnier everytime

josh hugged me after the picture and i went on to the picture with billy j and wally  

mister jeffrey put his hands on my waist and i was wearing a dress with cut outs on the sides so his gorgeous big, soft strong hands were touching my skin(and you know what touching does to me)

i can't rap my head around his hands being so soft and strong at the same time

and then there was kristopher davis 

i don't even know what the crazy bastard did but the picture is pretty damn weird

i suspect he was trying to make devil horns because he said earlier that he think am a badgirl 

(i did set the record straight on that topic but i don't think he believed me)

btw he hands were literately all over my ass and neck

enough said about the picture i will no longer keep you waiting

after the official picture part was over we went and waited in the lobby

and i talked to matt and i finally felt like i got to see the matt i met a year again and it was so nice

he truly is a good person and i adore him.

I felt so bad for him because he was really home sick and i god damn know that crappy feeling.

And i don't know how but he felt that i was in need of a hug and i knew he could use one too.

I don't wanna sound dumb or stupid or gay but that hug was probably the best hug i have ever gotten because it was timed so perfectly with out even having to say anything

so MATT YOU ARE A REAL AND GENUINE PERSON AND YOU'RE AMAZEBALLS! <3

FIY i know some of this stuff i already shared but it wasn't in the context it deserved

after matty josh came out and we had so much dumb fun about stupid crazy shit

it laughed my ass off

i think these pics speak for them selves but if they don't i'm not gonna give you any explanation

i saw cody and i told my self daphne don't be wimp and just walk up to him and ask if josh gave him his cupcake even if he hates you, you need to now if josh kept his word  

so i grabbed to bull by it's horns and walked up to him.

i say ""hi"(whoop whoop i said something without him hitting me)

and i go on "did josh gave you my cupcake?" and before cody could answer josh was there and he almost sounded offended "of course i gave him his cupcake" i thought oke josh relax

so i went on to talk to cody and asked what he thought of my cupcake he said "it was really good thank you for that"  and all of a sudden his face turned from the "i hate you look" to the "i kinda really like you look" and it caught me of guard i almost didn't know how to speak proper english. 

but i managed to talk and i thought an apology was the right thing to say. i said "i'm so sorry we made you wait on monday, and kinda kicked you out of the room" he was like "i don't even remember, it all kinda blurs together sometimes" and he smiled at me and for the first time his smile made my knees feel like jelly  

ow crap that's not a good thing

here is the picture we took together 

after cody i needed to make sure bc was still kinda keeping our dirty little secret so i talked to him

i loved hearing him say he was in love with my cupcakes and he also said  me and my cupcakes are a bad influence on the boys because they have way to much sugar in them. 

can you imagine little miss goody two shoes being a bad influence hahahah

we went on and took a picture together and damn he smelled good i was like fuck that really smells good

so not having any shame anymore i just said "you smell amazing what perfume are you wearing?" and funniest thing he wears hugo boss same as billy that perfume is just divine for man i decided then and there if i ever get a man my first gift will be that perfume.

i think this concludes all of the fun stuff we did(keeping some parts private as always)

and reading this back i realize be didn't have a crappy night

it was pretty damn amazing we just couldn't see it until i wrote it just now

i will speak to you guys so

xoxo

D.

what was supposed to be a great night

sometimes you have expectations and plans
usually i make sure everything goes the way i want
and everything goes according to plan
not this time
this time the big man upstairs messed it all up
everything was fine on Monday
we went to see them in castricum we had a few little hick-ups on the road but me made it there
and we had a nice cup of coffee(tea for me i don't drink coffee)
MK and i concluded that cody really hated us and it was all fine
then Thursday came and bad news came
í thought i could be strong and not let it ruin my night
i thought wrong, pretending to be strong just made the night worse
the show was nice and fun a always but they couldn't get to us in the audience because we had crappy seats
and the pictures where fun but not as exciting a usual i think they could feel i wasn't feeling good
after the show we waited for them in the lobby and we took some funny pic's
i'll post them later
i want to make a special shout out to matt he was so sweet to me and i think he felt i could use a hug
so thanks matt that hug really helped!<3
i found out cody doesn't hate me and he really liked my cupcake the last time(tnx josh for giving him his)
BC said my cupcakes are amazing but they're bad for them.
i promised him i would make a batch for schiedam because it's the end of the tour

we talked to the rest a little and then they kicked us out the theater so we went to the after party

Fiy i i'm a little pist off that i didn't get to see Kris after the show the basterd
which completely sucked because only vanya and BC showed up:(
then we just went back to our hotel and i thought what the heck why don't i just wright my blog right now
so here i am typing my blog hoping i would be doing something else
instead i'm feeling fucking sad and all i wanna do is go home and crawl in my bed and cry
i now that's not an option now
and i also Tuesday will make up for a lot but still i can't help but miss them already
they're sort of my forgetting potion and it feels like it didn't work this time
got damn it
i'm sorry if it is a bit depressing but that;s just how i feel right now
and life isn't always about sunshine and butterfly's 

xoxo

D.

Night I will never forget

Hey peeps,

Here I am again, I promised I would post about are second chippendales adventure so here it is.

We took the train at 12:30 to Amsterdam and we arived at Amsterdam RAI around 15:00. We had to take the bus to our hotel. Funny story how we got the hotel sort of by accident because the hotel we wanted wasn't available so we had to chose this one. Which was a really good choice but more about that later. We got out of the bus at the stop near our hotel and started walking. But we couldn't find our hotel. After walking a while we decided to ask someone where the hotel was and what was the case it? It was on the other side of the street so we had to walk back. We cursed a little bit and after walking back we finally saw the hotel. And that wasn't the only thing we saw. It was a big blue bus. And we just freaked out. We knew it was they're bus. Me being a sceptic bitch and all, I said I will not believe it until I see one of the guys. We went in and checked in. During the checking in mister BC Cheatham walked by and now I had to believe it. They were staying in the same hotel. We had to stay calm otherwise the receptionist would have thought we were crazy. Which is true but that's another story to tell. We got our room key and went up. The moment we closed our room door we just stared screaming like crazies. How was it possible that they were staying at the same got damn hotel by accident. After about 10 min we calmed down and I MK got a message from josh on which floor they were. So we walked to the elevator and went up. When we got to they're floor and the elevator doors opened BC and Vanya were standing right in front of us. All I could do was laugh and MK tried to act normal.  At 18:00 we left our hotel to eat and get to the theatre. Btw getting to theatre was a nightmare it rained and we walked wrong 2 times. Thank god we made it in time. Only base we were so late MK wasn't able to message josh where we were sitting. You might think why does he need to know. Well she told him I would love to be pulled on stage during the shows vampire act. The show started and during one act we saw josh walking up the stairs next to our seats be he didn't see us. So unfortunately he wasn't able to pull me up on stage.(maybe hengelo). A few acts later he came running in the audience again and finally found us. He gave MK a hug and a kiss. And screamed 'DAPHNE' in my ear while he kissed my cheek. He sounded thrilled and relieved to see us;). Billy also came up during one act to shake my hand. After the show finished we did our routine of finding seats in the middle of the theatre and watch them while we waited for the line the shorten. They spotted us right away and pointed a few times(a). Then it was time for our official photo's. MK only wanted a pic with josh so I had to alone again with Billy,  Kris, Dylan and Dean. This is the result.(A)

Ok I know you think wtf explain please. So I will explain as much as I can. I walked up to them, kris laughed dirty and billy smiled immediately. First thing kris did was reposition a piece of my hair that was caught by my taylor swift cat ears. I was stunned he even saw that. Then he grabbed me and kissed me. Now I was in front of him and before I knew it billy sank to his knees. I was like what the hell are you doing. He grabbed my hips and placed his head my boobs and stomach. At that moment I felt kris his hands on my shoulders, grabbing my jacket and undressing me.Then while they were doing that this picture was taken. And I know Billy's face looks like I'm carrying his baby. Just to be clear I'm NOT! btw kris was whispering and roaring in my ear again. And it's kinda mean because he knows that's my weak spot. Aah what the hell we all know I don't mind it from him. I might even wish he could do it more often......... Sighing and swooning. Focus. Hahah so after this pretty freaky picture I had to take another one with MK, Kevin, Vanya, Matt and josh. And the first thing that happens when josh sees me he says 'where were you in the audience I couldn't find you at first, you should've just screamed hey josh over here, next time please do so I can get you'

After they took this picture sweet matty gave me a kiss:) MK and I went and waited in the foyer for the guys. I had one goal in that foyer. Which was to get a picture with mister Christian grey him self Cody canyon.

Yes I did it. People always say pic or it didn't happen so it happend alright. Only I got a little nervous and started rambling. I hope it didn't scare him. We had enough pictures with the other guys so I went to kris.

Kris and I talked a little and he admitted to not knowing my name all this time. That's why he always called pumpkin. He even said or would you prefer me calling you princess. I answered it does have a nice ring to it. But my name is Daphne. And for the first time in 3 years he said hai Daphne. I laughed. We talked about the after party and he said that they were going to jimmy woo and asked us to come. MK and I already knew we would go even if we didn't know how to get there or how to get in. The theatre staff was telling us to go because they were closing. Kris gave me a kiss goodbye. 

Sorry it's a bit blurry MK had shakky hands

We waited just a couple more minutes and Matt walked my whispering 'cupcakes' with a possessed voice. The other women were like what the hell. MK and I just laughed. We were about to leave when we met 2 women who also wanted to go to jimmy woo only they didn't know how to get there. MK gave them directions and we were about to look how we would get there. In that minute one of the women came back and asked if we would like to ride with them because the had a car. MK and I didn't have to think about that and said yes. We found the club pretty easy and at the door we just had to say we were with the chippendales and we got in.

The stamp I got at the door. I felt pretty damn cool at that moment. We just got in the hottest club in Amsterdam without any problem. Our life is pretty awesome. The guys weren't there yet so we waited. Not for long because 10 min later they arived. Kris saw me and yelled"hey D" he came over and gave me kiss and a hug. The women who came with us were a little stunned about that:O. We went in the club and the party started after an hour MK and were kinda tired and ready to go. We walked to the exit to get our jackets and ran in to kris. He demanded that we would stay. We talked with him. It felt like we stood there for ages. I won't tell everything we talked about.( I like to keep at least something private) but I will give some lose details I don't mind sharing. He kissed me a lot during the whole convo. He stroked my hair(and other parts(A). He gentle touched my lips with finger. His strong arms hugged me more than ones. And I have to say how sweet he was. That's all you're gonna get;) ok, one more thing he convinced us to stay a little longer. MK and I went back to the dance floor and danced our butts off. Around 2:15 we were really done with it. Grabbed our coats and got out. Out side we saw Matt waiting for the guys to come out because they were going back to the hotel. I waved , he smiled but it was like something was wrong. I didn't get a chance to ask so in hengelo I will ask him what was going on. We walked to the bus station and waited for the bus. It was a disaster to get back we almost had a panick attack but we got back eventually. Back in our room all we could do was smile like a children on Christmas Day. MK got her self ready to go back to josh and I had to go with her again. Only I was already wearing my pj's so I walked through the hotel in my pj's and on uggs. 

The rest of the story isn't mine to tell. So I'm sorry but this is all for now I will keep you guys posted on the rest of my life. This week I have exams wish me luck

Talk to you soon

Xoxo

D.

ps. The night was so awesome I'm still smiling:D

Crazy week

Where to start...

Well let's start with what's happening right now

My ex BFF came to my house yesterday morning out of the blue. She wanted to talk so stuff over and be friends again. So after a long talk we kinda made amends. A few hours later she sends me a text. 

Asking if I would remove pics of her from twitter because her new criminal jealous boyfriend doesn't like it. I was like dude for real? It is my twitter and I can post what I want I'm not gonna do what your criminal boyfriend wants I hate him. I didn't send that, I send her "why is he checking my twitter?" She totally pist off and doesn't answer me anymore. So i called one of my best friends and he was like i think she just made amends so she could ask that of you. I thought about it and he was right she just used me. Then this morning she texted me saying "just remove it ok?" I texted back "did you really came over to make amends or just to ask a favor?" She replied "I came over asking for my key back but we talked and I thought maybe it could work." And that's all I needed to know so I send back "I'll bring by the key later" she "and what about the pictures?" My final message before blocking here was "it's my twitter and I do with it what I want." Now you probably think the story's over? No the crazy bitch came to my house again. So my mom opened the door gave her the key and threw the door in her face. Now I hope this is the end of it! 

The rest of my week