Late Night Chair Conversations

Hi,

As promised part to of the story. I don't know how many part it will have but I will try to keep it updated.

After I got home we started texting and talking about a lot of crap and random stuff. Then we both said it feels like we've know each other for years, not only just a week. By 5:30 am we were still talking. It was so weird for me, being so open with someone I just met. At one point we both got so tired and well asleep in the middle of the conversation.

The next day I had to work and had a show. So I was pretty busy and didn't really have time. After my show I started thinking about going to the city. My brother was in town with a bachelor party and I knew he was in town. For fun I bet one of my friends that if Heracles won I would go into town. Then they won and one of my friends texted she needed me so I had no more excuse not to go. I changed in to a dress(and something else;)) that something else was to tease him because he teased me the night before. I biked into town and the moment I passed the bar I saw my brother and the rest of the boys they immediately started yelling at me. I  kept cycling and after I parked my bike I went to them. They were already pretty wasted. I had a laugh with them when I got a text from him "where are you?" "I'm on the corridor from the bar" seconds later he walked around the corner. We went inside and sat at a table where his friend was already sitting. Apparently he was sitting right there. He was wearing a white shirt. I hadn't seen him in shirts before only t-shirts. So I thought he didn't wore them. It looked good though, made him more mature and manly. 

I'm Back!

Hi Everyone,

Let me start with apologizing. I'm sorry I've been gone so long. My life took quite a turn this spring and I had to re-think a lot. But Everything is cool again and I found the inspiration to write again.
I never actually stopped writing. I wrote for myself and I hope one day I can share all those stories I will try to tell some of them in this post and show some of the pictures I took(most of them will be selfies).

Let's begin with where I left of here on my blog. FYI I did try to keep vlogging so you can head of to my channel and check out the stuff that I did film. DDSCRAZYLIFE The last post on my blog was my birthday. Stuff was already a little messed up then but my birthday was amazing for once.
Soon after my birthday I had new shows and school so I was way to busy for it all. Then June came around and I had to fight for school. The fight didn't pay off I didn't get my P 0,1 short on a grade. The teacher said if you can't continuo because of my course I will give you that 0,1. But in the end he didn't think it was his grade. So I actually thought this was the end, my future gone and I almost slipped back in to my depression. Thank god this time I had the most amazing people around me who kept me alive. I want to give a big shout out to Asja for the late night calls and texts! A lot of crap happend after that and I had to figure out what I wanted with my life in the middle of it all. I asked for advice from the one teacher I always respected. She said go and audition for Artist. I did, the nerves almost killed me during the audition, but I put all I had in it and they loved it.
So to conclude it all that's where I am now. I'm fulltime studying theatre and it feels like the best decision I have ever made. From day one I felt at home. I love my class and I can be me with them.
There's a vlog up on my channel DDSCRAZYLIFE from our introduction day.

This is what I've been up to. I will try to keep weekly updates from now on.

Lots of Love
Xoxo
DD

Ps. More happend so keep reading if you want to know ;)




























The night off the introduction day I met up with a boy/man(he's not neither actually)
It started as friends and was really fun and stuff. Then we went inside the bar and shit got real.
We started talking about sex, each others preferences and other weird stuff, like the fact that I'm hyper sensitive and some spot on my skin are that sensitive I can come from just touching. We also accidentally had an heart to heart talk. Accidentally because we read each other notes on our phones and both forget we had written a lot of stuff in there. Then at around 3 am I knew I had to go home because otherwise stuff would happen I didn't think I was ready for. I said goodbye to him and we hugged, then his hand went up to my neck(which is one of those places) and my body reacted. I said no and went to get my bike. All of a sudden I hear my name and turn around. It's him apparently I dropped something in the bar and he gives it to me. My mind is racing, what does he want? omg is he going to kiss me? do I want him to kiss me? holy shit what am I going to do? We walk for a bit and then he hops on the back of my bike and grabs me, his hand in my neck on the right spot.

This is all for now if you want more leave a comment saying yes and I will post the rest next week.
xoxo

The Craziest Night of The Year!

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Once a year we get to dress up as our wildest fantasy, get drunk and dance our asses of in a massive tent with a but load of strangers. We call it CARNAVAL. The best part of it all we can get away almost anything that night. Just say the next day a who cares it was Carnaval. This year I went all out. I went as Elsa from Frozen. Why? Because I love the movie and I do have her hair color. So I designed the dress from a video I found on youtube and had my mom make it. As usual I took a lot of pictures and this time I also tried to vlog some. Honestly I don't know if I will upload the footage because it is pretty messed up and I did some crazy stuff. Then again who gives a f*ck. But what I will do is post my pictures here and If I have time I will edit my get ready with me video.
So without any further or do here are the pictures.

My first Photoshoot

Hi,

Last week my to amazing friends took the time to take some amazing pictures of me for my blog, instagram, Youtube, twitter and tumblr. It was kinda scary because I have never posed like this and I'm not the most confident person even though I seem like that, deep down I'm not so it was quit the experience. Fortunately I had Anne and Elize who took the photo's and just made me feel at ease with the whole situation. I can honestly say now that it was pretty epic to do and I can't wait to do it again. I also know that I will always have some nerves but I just have to chill.

Having that said here are the pictures hope you like them. 

Londen, Shopping & Wicked

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Me and my sister went to London for 2 days. I vlogged it so I'm not gonna do a really long story about it only about the amazing we went to see Wicked! Here is the Vlog https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Cr8a4eqUpU but first some of the pictures I took.

My top 5 make-up favorites

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I'm gonna do something a little bit different. I love make-up and I want to share my love for it with you guys. Mostly I want to share my tips and tricks. I always have friends asking me how do you do your make-up? Can you do mine? or can you give me tips? Well starting from now on I'm gonna do a weekly make-up tip/trick here on my blog and in addition to that I'm gonna do tutorials on my Youtube Channel my favorite looks. I'm going to do this because I feel that make-up doesn't have to be hard and every women deserves to feel good about make-up. I know this is a bit of a change from my usual posts but beauty is a really big part of my life and I want to share it. This doesn't mean the other posts are gonna go away no not at all. It means I'm expanding, I'm letting you guys see more of my life. I hope this explains it a bit. If you have any question feel free to comment. 

I thought that a top 5 of my favorites would be a good way to start.

"Disclaimer"

These products are my favorites, so not everyone may agree. Also I bought all of these product my self and didn't get any for free. Some of these product are expensive and I know not everyone can effort them. 

Now let's begin!

One last time....?

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One last time, One last show that is what we usual say before going to 2 more shows.
Not this year, this year my 3 show was my last show. It was in Leiden and it was worth the travel and pain to get there.  I knew before the show started that I had to leave before it ended otherwise I wasn't gonna make it to the train station on time. So I'm sorry to say that I don't have official photo's this time and no after party selfie's but I did film a big chunk of the show so I will leave the link to my video down below. Also I have some pictures from the show which is kinda of new this year, previously it wasn't allowed to take pictures or film. Now having said all that let's get on with everything that happened. I was alone this show for different reasons which are not mine to tell. I know I always tell the whole story and want to be truthful but in this case I can't and that sucks and I really don't like it.

Halloween

Hai,

So this year we decided to do halloween mostly because the last few years I was always at a chippendales show so I didn't really think about it.

We got dressed up and went out to scare people. Here are the pictures and a little cheeky video.

My thoughts and opinions: Glass by Isabelle Beernaert

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Here is a new review, these are my opinions and thoughts so they may be different than what you think and that is oke. This one is about Glass. Glass is a contemporary dance performance choreographed by the amazing and talented Isabelle Beernaert. This is what how the site describes it.

"Isabelle Beernaert. A one of a kind choreographer known for her outstanding ability to translate the everyday, ordinary life into an extraordinary choreography that touches many hearts. This season Isabelle Beernaert is presenting a new theatre production in theatres throughout The Netherlands and Belgium. Be amazed by Isabelle’s passion for dance, people and life.

With Glass, Isabelle Beernaert takes you on a journey through her experiences and thoughts about the inevitable imperfections and the beauty of people. Life is transparent which makes us fragile; therefore we need to stay sharp at all times. Or maybe not? Glass is about seeing, accepting and embracing our deepest, crystal clear, emotions. We shouldn’t let the fragility and sharp edges of life scare us. Let go of control and enjoy life in every situation and moment. En who knows where life will take you"

I didn't know what to expect only that it would be epic, because all the performances I saw that she choreographed were.

My thoughts & opinions: The Perfume Lounge, Amsterdam

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Today I'm gonna talk about my thoughts and opinions on a very special fragrance store. 

The perfume lounge is a perfume store in Amsterdam, but it's not an ordinary Douglas or Sephora. They sell the most extraordinary perfumes and scents. I went there looking for a special male perfume. I only had the name of the fragrance and just typed it in google and then stores in the Netherlands that sell it. The perfume lounge was the first site to pop up. I read their description of the scents and thought that it was almost spot on. So I looked if they had a store and they do in Amsterdam. A few days later I had a short day at school so I decided to check it out. It's in the south part of the city and easy to get to with public transportation. When I got there the store looked closed and me being shy and nervous as always almost didn't go. But the lovely woman who owns the store saw me and said I could come in. She explained that they usually are closed on those weekdays but they were in and were happy to help me. She introduced herself and told a bit about the store. I have to say I already liked it then and there. I love it when I get welcomed in with open arms. She asked me what I was looking for. I said I only had the name of the scent which is "Pardon". She knew what I meant and got the bottle so I could smell if it was the right one.

I smelled it and it was like I was transported back, like he was there right next to me. “Don’t drift off DD”.

Auditions, Rehearsals and my first Vlog

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As usual I've been crazy busy but this time it is the best thing ever.
I'm finally living my dream. I'm playing in a big ass musical. Yes you read it right I Daphne Fernhout am playing in a musical. And no I'm not playing a tree I have an actual part with lines and a costume. Plus I'm doing ensemble work so 70% of the musical I'm on stage.

First let me tell you a bit about the musical. It's called Van Katoen en Nu a story about to families as a monument of history. The musical tells the story of two families connect for over a hundred years. It starts of in now a days Almelo but it often switches between past and present. It is a story about honor, familie, war and mostly love. I'm not gonna say much more because that will ruin it. So if you wanna know more just go and see the show I promise you will not be disappointed. For more info about the musical head on to the site Van Katoen en Nu

Now let's talk about how I got involved.

ONE DIRECTION Concert(twice)

Hai,

After months of debating, should I go or should I not.
I saw some of the UK youtubers went and I was like now I have to go.
After nagging her head of I finally got my best friend crazy enough to come to the One Direction concert with me. Fuck yeaah. So went a head and bought seated tickets because my damn knee was still busted.
Then I had to wait about 2 weeks which was horrible but I survived. So The big day finally came.
And it was amazing they were so good unbelievable. I really had fun with MK even thogh she doesn't really like 1D. And I truly love her for coming with me<3. But I forgot to take my good camera so i didn't get good pic's for the blog. Now you might think well that sucks so we don''t get too see any pic's? Don't worry the story isn't finished yet. On the train ride back home I was really bummed I hadn't gotten any good pic's so when I got home crazy person as I am I bought another ticket for the show the next day(OOPS). This time i got a standing ticket so i could get really close and I brought my good camera. Let me just say they were even better than the night before. I got some amazing pictures and I got to hang with these amazing girls.

I had SO MUCH FUN! I could scream(after to concerts I really couldn't #lostmyvoiceagain)

I got soooo close to the boys it's just unbelievable. Now I will let the pic's speak for them self's.