Late Night Chair Conversations

Hi,

As promised part to of the story. I don't know how many part it will have but I will try to keep it updated.

After I got home we started texting and talking about a lot of crap and random stuff. Then we both said it feels like we've know each other for years, not only just a week. By 5:30 am we were still talking. It was so weird for me, being so open with someone I just met. At one point we both got so tired and well asleep in the middle of the conversation.

The next day I had to work and had a show. So I was pretty busy and didn't really have time. After my show I started thinking about going to the city. My brother was in town with a bachelor party and I knew he was in town. For fun I bet one of my friends that if Heracles won I would go into town. Then they won and one of my friends texted she needed me so I had no more excuse not to go. I changed in to a dress(and something else;)) that something else was to tease him because he teased me the night before. I biked into town and the moment I passed the bar I saw my brother and the rest of the boys they immediately started yelling at me. I  kept cycling and after I parked my bike I went to them. They were already pretty wasted. I had a laugh with them when I got a text from him "where are you?" "I'm on the corridor from the bar" seconds later he walked around the corner. We went inside and sat at a table where his friend was already sitting. Apparently he was sitting right there. He was wearing a white shirt. I hadn't seen him in shirts before only t-shirts. So I thought he didn't wore them. It looked good though, made him more mature and manly. 

The Craziest Night of The Year!

Hi,

Once a year we get to dress up as our wildest fantasy, get drunk and dance our asses of in a massive tent with a but load of strangers. We call it CARNAVAL. The best part of it all we can get away almost anything that night. Just say the next day a who cares it was Carnaval. This year I went all out. I went as Elsa from Frozen. Why? Because I love the movie and I do have her hair color. So I designed the dress from a video I found on youtube and had my mom make it. As usual I took a lot of pictures and this time I also tried to vlog some. Honestly I don't know if I will upload the footage because it is pretty messed up and I did some crazy stuff. Then again who gives a f*ck. But what I will do is post my pictures here and If I have time I will edit my get ready with me video.
So without any further or do here are the pictures.

Paris, Birthdays and a back stabbing girl

Bonjour,

What up people?
So i'm back from Paris and what can i say... it was amazing and awful at the same time.
wtf?! how is that possible i hear you think, well it is really possible.
Let's start at the beginning

Day 1. 
Monday morning i had to get up at 4 am because i had to be in Amsterdam at 6:30 and it's like a 2 hour drive from my home. My lovely brother was kind enough to drive me.(love ya big bro). Traffic was light so we got there around 6 am which was a bit to early but better that than be late and miss the bus to Paris. i saw my classmates so my brother left before the traffic got worse. Then a little bit of the awful started. Me being the "sweet-crazy-princess-kinda-girl" baked cupcakes for the whole class(about  4 boxes)

(The cupcakes)

which wouldn't be a problem if i hadn't take a massive ass suitcase, a beauty case, a pillow and a handbag.(oeps i always take too much stuff).

Preparing, crazy men and Parties

Hi,

I thought i would give a little update of my life nowadays
I'm mostly preparing for Paris, yes i'm finally going to the city i wanted to go to for ages. But i can't help but be sad because i'm not at the point in my life where i wanna be. Don't get me wrong i'm thrilled i'm going but i wish the circumstances were better.I'm not going with the guy i love like I've always dreamed. I'm going with school and i feel like i don't really know the people and like they don't know me. I know what you think what's a better way to get to know people than spend a whole week with them.  But it's my birthday that week and i have never been without my family and friends on my birthday and i don't think i can't. I truly love my Birthday because it's the one day a year i can truly be me and don't give a shit what people think because i'm only surrounded by people i love. And now i'm not it really gives me anxiety because i'm afraid people might ruin my special 21 birthday and it happened before some fuckers ruined my birthday and it hurt so bad but than god i had the people i love around me but now i don't have them if something happens. FML but enough with the complaining. As a gift for my Birthday my amazing ass sister is taking me too London. after almost 3 year i'm finally going back. Who would have thought i would ever go back. This is by far the best gift ever. London feels like my second home. The first step i took said it all. I had such an amazing time there.

So now on to the preparing.

The goodbye

hey,

So i know i promised to post this a month ago but i just couldn't it was just to hard. 

And i admit it's still hard but i wanna do it so here goes.

I promised bc and matt i would bake cupcakes so i did. 

and here are the reactions of everyone

- Kevin couldn't stop hugging and kissing me.

- Noah looked like a kid on Christmas morning.

- Kris just ripped of the paper cup and put the whole thing in his mouth and then he shouted "this girl bakes the most amazing cupcakes ever" ALL the women looked at me with envy.

- BC hugged me like a bear and started eating right away.

- Vanya was like i love these, i need to take a pic and post it onInstagram. 

- Cody smiled so sweet it made me blush and i felt really shy.

- Josh hugged me so hard i think i cracked a rib.

- Matt later said he loved it and that is was amazing again.

- Billy was really happy and after he ate it he was like "they get better everytime"

then the first goodbyes